Friday, July 27, 2012

Medicated Cycle #4

So last cycle was a bust!  I don't know what was up with the line I got that Sunday, but it was not a BFP.

I took things really hard.  Not right away, but after a few days.  I got to a bad place.  Wowzers!  I was so incredibly emotional.  There were several factors that contributed to my funk:
1. Two friends announcing pregnancies.  Both ladies have had significant issues conceiving.  Not sure if that is easier to deal (for me) with than those ladies who do not have to "try".
2. I was taking my Clomid.  We all know how that makes you crazy.
3.  It was officially 1 year of TTC for us.  But, I guess you could dismiss the months we weren't medicated if you wanted to.

For me, the combination of those three things was enough to send me over the edge.  I cried at the drop of a hat, wanted to eat horrible things, not take my meds, etc.  Poor J!  He was so supportive though.  He really is amazing!

After a few days, I have now gotten back to myself.  Waiting to ovulate.  Ho hum.  I am so happy to be "normal" again.  CD 10.  Hoping for early O again this month.  We shall see :o)

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